This Happened To Me, It Can Happen To You Too.
I woke up Friday, 26 October 2019. Just another day for me nothing scheduled for my day.
Took a shower sat in my undershorts surfing TV channels. then got dressed went out in the garden raked leaves.
Then went back inside. picked up my mobile phone to call a friend when i tapped call it did nothing. I was like WTH!? my phone isn't working. I opened an app it didn't didn't connect to mobile data.
I called my service provider they told me I called Wednesday telling them switched mobile phone provider and wanted port-out my number to my new phone and new mobile service provider. They said they asked for my security question and pin, they gave the correct information so, they did the port-out.
This person used my account linked to my phone to gain access to all my accounts.
They first accessed my bank. They set up an electronic payment to make a payment every week for $250.00 then requested a replacement debit card with same day delivery. then they used that card to withdraw a large amount of my savings. then they changed all passwords and security questions so, I couldn't regain access to my own accounts. I did report this to Local police and FCC.
I found this article below on FCC = Federal Communication Commission's website. https://www.FCC.gov
Direct Link To Article --> https://www.FCC.gov/port-out-fraud-targets-your-private-accounts
Direct Link To Article --> https://www.FCC.gov/port-out-fraud-targets-your-private-accounts
I believe this information will help you from this port-out scam happening to you. This port-out scam can happen to anyone worldwide. FCC also suggest you never link your mobile phone number to any accounts especially your bank account(s)
Mobile phones are NOT secure.
Port-Out Fraud Targets Your Private Accounts
What’s your most important financial number? Is it your Social Security number? The number on your bank account?How about your mobile phone number?
Text messages are often used by banks, businesses and payment services to verify your identity when you request updates to your account. Savvy scammers know that by hijacking your mobile phone number they can assume your identity, intercept security protocols sent to your phone, and gain access to your financial and social media accounts.
The Porting-Out Scam: How It’s Done
One way to hijack your phone number is through a porting-out scam. Mobile phone numbers can legally be ported from one provider to the next when you switch your phone service. Phone companies have established safeguards to protect this process, such as having account holders set up a PIN or a password they must provide when calling about their account. But scammers with enough of your personal information can interfere, hijacking your phone number and with it your identity.
Scammers go after their target’s personal information, such as their name, address, birth date, PINs or passwords, and the last four digits of their Social Security number. Scammers may try to get this information by calling their target and impersonating a trusted business or institution, then asking a series of questions to gather as much data as possible. In some cases, the information may already be stolen and available on the dark web.
When scammers initiate a porting request, they con the victim’s phone company into believing the request is from the authorized account holder. If the scam is successful, the phone number will be ported to a different mobile device or service account set up by the scammer. This typically begins a race where the scammer, by receiving the victim’s private texts and calls, tries to reset the access credentials for as many of the victim’s financial and social media accounts as possible before the victim realizes they have lost service on their device. Once the scammer has access, they attempt to drain the victim’s bank accounts. In another variation, they attempt to sell or ransom back to the victim access to their social media accounts.
How to Protect Yourself
- Be Proactive: If you don’t already have a PIN or a password to verify your identity when calling about your account, contact your phone company and ask about adding one.
- Stay Vigilant: Enable both email and text notifications for financial and other important accounts. If you receive notice that changes to your account have been made without your knowledge, contact the business holding that account immediately to let them know that you didn’t authorize a change.
- Don’t Respond: If someone calls or texts you and asks for personal information, do not provide it. If the caller claims to be from a business you are familiar with, hang up and call that business using a number you trust, such as the number on your bill, in a phone book or on the company’s website.
- Don’t overshare: Guard personal details that can be used to verify your identity – such as the last four digits of your Social Security number, your phone number, your date of birth, the make and model of your car, your pet’s name, or your mother’s maiden name. And keep that information off social media.
Act Quickly
Typically, loss of service on your device – your phone going dark or only allowing 911 calls – is the first sign this has happened. If you suspect you have been a victim of a porting-out scam, take immediate action:
- Contact your phone company
- Contact your bank and other financial institutions
- File a police report
- Place a fraud alert on your credit reports and get copies of your report
Stay Informed
The following consumer resources offer more information about porting-out scams:
File a complaint
If you feel you’re the victim of a porting-out scam, file a complaint with the FCC for free. The FCC Complaint Center FAQ has more information about the agency’s informal complaint process. You can also file complaints about identity theft and consumer fraud with the FTC.
Greving For My Baby Bright Eyes (BBE)
The death of my baby Bright Eyes is so hard for me, so hard i have asked the help of a professional mental health counsellor. She wasn't much help. All she wanted wanted to do was push drugs on me. I told her: I do not want drugs, I want to deal with this so I can get over the loss of My Baby Bright Eyes. She said: The fact is, you'll never get over your loss, especially if you two were close. Obviously you two were close, or you wouldn't be seeking my help. I called her a drug pusher when she kept trying to give me drugs. that made her angry.
The she gave me this list.
Getting Through the Grieving Process
This about that, every time I look at her picture I cry because I want her, I want to hold her I want to play with her I want to hug and kiss her but, I can't, she is gone, then i start crying uncontrollably.
I have even cried in public when if think of her or, I see a kitty that looks similar to her or hear a kitty's meow that sounds like hers.
It hurts so bad I can't stand it.
My Mum died and I didn't ever cry for her. i din't know why i didn't but, didn't
I never felt the loss. it was like she was here one day then gone the next like if she went on vacation or something.
My grand parents died i didn't cry for them either.
I have had other kitties that have died i didn't cry for them i was sad about it but i got over it within a few days. One of out kitties got ran over the guy drove off the road into our garden juts to run over him. i grabbed him out of a moving car and beat the heck out of him. then called police they arrested him on five charges he was sent to prison for 15 years. I was told i shouldn't have grabbed him out of his car and beat him but, we totally understand why you did. four of our children seen him get ran over.
The counsellor told me to talk to people who are not grieving about her its best to talk with people who have never seen her, or only seen her a few times. I have tried that, people today are so rude and don't care. most of the people i have tried to talk to say oh come on man, its just a freaking cat. Get another one and move on. She wasn't just a cat to me.
she was my best friend she truly loved me and she showed me she loved me every single day. she slept with me every night. When i used the bathroom she used it too she followed me around the house where ever i went she followed. she actively watched TV with me. she had a favourite TV show more than one. she was like a human in a cat's body but a million times better. she was very smart the smartest kitty i have ever seen my whole life. those YTube kitties are stupid not really. the piano paying kitty isn't playing the piano at all her human is moving her hands to make her look like she is playing and everyone who sees that says wow what a smart kitty the kitty isn't doing anything the human is. but that is cute.
I could ask BBE to go get something for me and she would get it. I left my glasses on my bed. i asked her to go get my glasses please they are on our bed. she ran into the bedroom and carried my glasses to me. she would do the same for the TV remote I never taught her to do that. one day i said i wished you could get the remote for me, and to my suprise she went and got it and brought it to me. I told my wife she came short if calling me a liar. i said watch. i said Baby Girl please, get my glasses for me. they were on the end table she looked around for them when she found them she picked them up and brought them to me. I looked at my wife saying not what? you want to call me a liar again. she said i didn't call you a lair but wanted to. I have to be stoned i didn't just see what i thought i saw. did BBE really get your glasses for you? i said did you see her bring them to me? she said yes but i still don't believe it. how the f*ck did she know how to do that? i said i don't know, she is smart, smarter than a human. I do have video of her doing that but i was told not to post it. it will cause you so much trouble and people will try to steal her (BBE) so i haven't i have showed a few real life friends and family members.
Something a lot of people do not know Bright Eyes was in two movies her name in the movies was Bright Eyes, and Baby Girl just like she was called at home. one movie made it big in the box office the other didn't do as well but still was good.
I will be playing them on my Twicth TV channel I first have to get permission.
The movie is copyright protected, they are still making money from DVD's and Blu-Ray
Then i have to ask the main admin at Twitch if i can play them.
Once i get their permission I'll post the dates and times I'll be playing them here, in this blog and on My twitter account.
If anyone wants to talk to me, to help me get over the hurt please leave a message in the comments or if anyone had any ideas that may help me get over the hurt and loss. please leave a message in the comments. There is a way to privately leave your email address, so only I see it.
Thank You
PS: Sorry for any spelling and/or grammar errors. I'll correct them later.
The she gave me this list.
Getting Through the Grieving Process
- Tell yourself that grief is normal.
- Expect to experience the five stages of grief.
- Prepare for denial or disbelief.
- Expect to feel anger.
- Expect to feel guilt.
- Prepare to feel sadness and depression.
- Learn to accept the death of your loved one.
- Don't put yourself on a timeline.
- Reach out to other mourners for support.
- Ask for help from people who are not mourning.
- Seek professional help.
- Take physical care of yourself.
- Eat three healthy meals a day.
- Exercise regularly.
- Sleep 7-8 hours nightly.
- Establish new patterns.
- Return to your favourite activities.
- Return to work.
- Do not make permanent life-changing decisions right away.
- Embrace new experiences.
- Forgive yourself.
- Understand that grief will not disappear entirely.
- Engage in public mourning rituals.
- Establish a private mourning ritual.
- Preserve memories of your loved one.
- Create a memory book of your loved one.
- Integrate photos of your loved one into your home.
- Gather friends and family together to share memories.
- Keep a journal.
- Think of the future.
This about that, every time I look at her picture I cry because I want her, I want to hold her I want to play with her I want to hug and kiss her but, I can't, she is gone, then i start crying uncontrollably.
I have even cried in public when if think of her or, I see a kitty that looks similar to her or hear a kitty's meow that sounds like hers.
It hurts so bad I can't stand it.
My Mum died and I didn't ever cry for her. i din't know why i didn't but, didn't
I never felt the loss. it was like she was here one day then gone the next like if she went on vacation or something.
My grand parents died i didn't cry for them either.
I have had other kitties that have died i didn't cry for them i was sad about it but i got over it within a few days. One of out kitties got ran over the guy drove off the road into our garden juts to run over him. i grabbed him out of a moving car and beat the heck out of him. then called police they arrested him on five charges he was sent to prison for 15 years. I was told i shouldn't have grabbed him out of his car and beat him but, we totally understand why you did. four of our children seen him get ran over.
The counsellor told me to talk to people who are not grieving about her its best to talk with people who have never seen her, or only seen her a few times. I have tried that, people today are so rude and don't care. most of the people i have tried to talk to say oh come on man, its just a freaking cat. Get another one and move on. She wasn't just a cat to me.
she was my best friend she truly loved me and she showed me she loved me every single day. she slept with me every night. When i used the bathroom she used it too she followed me around the house where ever i went she followed. she actively watched TV with me. she had a favourite TV show more than one. she was like a human in a cat's body but a million times better. she was very smart the smartest kitty i have ever seen my whole life. those YTube kitties are stupid not really. the piano paying kitty isn't playing the piano at all her human is moving her hands to make her look like she is playing and everyone who sees that says wow what a smart kitty the kitty isn't doing anything the human is. but that is cute.
I could ask BBE to go get something for me and she would get it. I left my glasses on my bed. i asked her to go get my glasses please they are on our bed. she ran into the bedroom and carried my glasses to me. she would do the same for the TV remote I never taught her to do that. one day i said i wished you could get the remote for me, and to my suprise she went and got it and brought it to me. I told my wife she came short if calling me a liar. i said watch. i said Baby Girl please, get my glasses for me. they were on the end table she looked around for them when she found them she picked them up and brought them to me. I looked at my wife saying not what? you want to call me a liar again. she said i didn't call you a lair but wanted to. I have to be stoned i didn't just see what i thought i saw. did BBE really get your glasses for you? i said did you see her bring them to me? she said yes but i still don't believe it. how the f*ck did she know how to do that? i said i don't know, she is smart, smarter than a human. I do have video of her doing that but i was told not to post it. it will cause you so much trouble and people will try to steal her (BBE) so i haven't i have showed a few real life friends and family members.
Something a lot of people do not know Bright Eyes was in two movies her name in the movies was Bright Eyes, and Baby Girl just like she was called at home. one movie made it big in the box office the other didn't do as well but still was good.
I will be playing them on my Twicth TV channel I first have to get permission.
The movie is copyright protected, they are still making money from DVD's and Blu-Ray
Then i have to ask the main admin at Twitch if i can play them.
Once i get their permission I'll post the dates and times I'll be playing them here, in this blog and on My twitter account.
If anyone wants to talk to me, to help me get over the hurt please leave a message in the comments or if anyone had any ideas that may help me get over the hurt and loss. please leave a message in the comments. There is a way to privately leave your email address, so only I see it.
Thank You
PS: Sorry for any spelling and/or grammar errors. I'll correct them later.
Puppy & Mokey Update
Hello Everyone,
Its been a while since I posted on this blog.
I took Puppy and Mokey to see a Certified, and licensed Kitty Cat Doctor.
I and my husband have been noticing Mokey meowing louder than normal.
He would get in our bed at night to sleep at our feet like he has done since he was a kitten.
he would always give us a soft quite meow as he laid down like to say goodnight to us.
Now when he does that goodnight meow its so loud it echoes and makes our ears ring. yes its that loud. That is the reason for taking him to see the Kitty Cat Doctor.
The reason for taking Puppy is because she is chewing her hair off her tummy and back side around her tail. We don't see any bugs like fleas or mites. she is also gaining weight.
The Kitty Cat Doctor said Mokey is def he can't hear. his ears are clean nothing blocking the ear then bones and drum both look normal. He said it had to be some kind of nerve damage. there is no fluid behind the drum no sign of infection. he wants to do a scan of his brain and do an EEG brain wave test on him. that's scheduled for next week. besides being def, he is in good health.
The Kitty Cat Doctor said Puppy is way over weight he said she weighs 8.2kg the most she should weigh is 4.5kg. so he took some of her blood and urine to run tests. he came back around 15 minutes saying she has a nasty urinary tract Infection she is also dehydrated, and the worst of all she is borderline Diabetic her blood glucose was 12.0 it should never be higher than 7.8 even two hours after she has eaten, that's usually when blood glucose is at its highest.
His suggestion for Puppy is to not leave food out for her to eat any time she wants.
he said only let her eat two times per day and only feed her a total of 150g per day.
no matter how much she begs for more do not give her any more.
Only feed her wet cat food no dry.
Dry cat food is very bad for cats its high in carbohydrates because its grain based, Carbohydrates turn in to glucose, something she doesn't need.
Wet cat food has very little grain if any at all. This means wet cat food is low in Carbohydrates, that means lower blood glucose.
Then he told me Diabetes is the number one cause of death in cats worldwide more so in United States and Canada because its easier to feed dry foods.
Diabetes is also the number one cause of death in Dogs.
Cancer is also the number cause of death for dogs in South East Asia, and parts of Europe.
The Kitty Cat Doctor said Puppy's blood glucose levels should return to normal 6.1 two hours after she eats within a week.
If it doesn't, then she neds to come back to see him.
He also gave us a glucose meter. We have to test her three times a day first thing in the morning, before she eats anything; then two hours after each of her two meals.
Well that's all I have for now.
Have A Good Day
April JW Neal
Its been a while since I posted on this blog.
I took Puppy and Mokey to see a Certified, and licensed Kitty Cat Doctor.
I and my husband have been noticing Mokey meowing louder than normal.
He would get in our bed at night to sleep at our feet like he has done since he was a kitten.
he would always give us a soft quite meow as he laid down like to say goodnight to us.
Now when he does that goodnight meow its so loud it echoes and makes our ears ring. yes its that loud. That is the reason for taking him to see the Kitty Cat Doctor.
The reason for taking Puppy is because she is chewing her hair off her tummy and back side around her tail. We don't see any bugs like fleas or mites. she is also gaining weight.
The Kitty Cat Doctor said Mokey is def he can't hear. his ears are clean nothing blocking the ear then bones and drum both look normal. He said it had to be some kind of nerve damage. there is no fluid behind the drum no sign of infection. he wants to do a scan of his brain and do an EEG brain wave test on him. that's scheduled for next week. besides being def, he is in good health.
The Kitty Cat Doctor said Puppy is way over weight he said she weighs 8.2kg the most she should weigh is 4.5kg. so he took some of her blood and urine to run tests. he came back around 15 minutes saying she has a nasty urinary tract Infection she is also dehydrated, and the worst of all she is borderline Diabetic her blood glucose was 12.0 it should never be higher than 7.8 even two hours after she has eaten, that's usually when blood glucose is at its highest.
His suggestion for Puppy is to not leave food out for her to eat any time she wants.
he said only let her eat two times per day and only feed her a total of 150g per day.
no matter how much she begs for more do not give her any more.
Only feed her wet cat food no dry.
Dry cat food is very bad for cats its high in carbohydrates because its grain based, Carbohydrates turn in to glucose, something she doesn't need.
Wet cat food has very little grain if any at all. This means wet cat food is low in Carbohydrates, that means lower blood glucose.
Then he told me Diabetes is the number one cause of death in cats worldwide more so in United States and Canada because its easier to feed dry foods.
Diabetes is also the number one cause of death in Dogs.
Cancer is also the number cause of death for dogs in South East Asia, and parts of Europe.
The Kitty Cat Doctor said Puppy's blood glucose levels should return to normal 6.1 two hours after she eats within a week.
If it doesn't, then she neds to come back to see him.
He also gave us a glucose meter. We have to test her three times a day first thing in the morning, before she eats anything; then two hours after each of her two meals.
Well that's all I have for now.
Have A Good Day
April JW Neal
An Oak Tree For My Baby Bright Eyes Update
Well, The Oak tree was pulled up by my neighbour. I got it all on video from three of my security cameras.
She had some one clean weeds and over grown trees in her garden.
I seen her looking at the Oak tree then at hour house. so i made sure all the cameras were recording that night. around 3:30 AM she pulled the tree up and cut in to three pieces.
I didn't see her do that with my own eyes but three of my security cameras did in stunning 4K UHD video.
When i viewed the videos and seen he pulling up the tree, I called police.
they came watched the videos then went to her house asking her why she pulled up the tree?
she said because she didn't want the roots to get in her basement and sewage line.
they asked her so you admit you pulled the tree up? she said hell yes i did.
they then said Mam turn around and put your hands on your head. she said for what?
he said I'm placing you under arrest. pulling up a tree or cutting down a tree on property that is not your property is a state, and federal offence.. you are being arrested for criminal trespassing. criminal mischief, and destruction of property felony uprooting a planted tree.
I was surprised they arrested her. they took her to county jail processed her took her to arraignment court, then a bail hearing her bail was set at $5,000 cash only bond she has a previous charge of jumping bail, and a pretty long criminal record. that surprised me too.
When she got out and back home she shot out three of my windows with a pellet gun. she was arrested again they kept her in jail for three days added two more charges and upped her bail by $2,000. she had to pay another $2,000 before they let her go back home. they also placed a no contact order on her. and put her on house arrest she is not allowed to step foot out of her house except to go to work, court, and doctor appointments.
I'm filed a lawsuit in small claims court. The court is allowing me to sue her for $10,000
I'm going to buy an oak tree that is already 10 feet tall and have it planted and bill her.
Police said I could do that, if she doesn't pay, sue her in a separate case.
She had some one clean weeds and over grown trees in her garden.
I seen her looking at the Oak tree then at hour house. so i made sure all the cameras were recording that night. around 3:30 AM she pulled the tree up and cut in to three pieces.
I didn't see her do that with my own eyes but three of my security cameras did in stunning 4K UHD video.
When i viewed the videos and seen he pulling up the tree, I called police.
they came watched the videos then went to her house asking her why she pulled up the tree?
she said because she didn't want the roots to get in her basement and sewage line.
they asked her so you admit you pulled the tree up? she said hell yes i did.
they then said Mam turn around and put your hands on your head. she said for what?
he said I'm placing you under arrest. pulling up a tree or cutting down a tree on property that is not your property is a state, and federal offence.. you are being arrested for criminal trespassing. criminal mischief, and destruction of property felony uprooting a planted tree.
I was surprised they arrested her. they took her to county jail processed her took her to arraignment court, then a bail hearing her bail was set at $5,000 cash only bond she has a previous charge of jumping bail, and a pretty long criminal record. that surprised me too.
When she got out and back home she shot out three of my windows with a pellet gun. she was arrested again they kept her in jail for three days added two more charges and upped her bail by $2,000. she had to pay another $2,000 before they let her go back home. they also placed a no contact order on her. and put her on house arrest she is not allowed to step foot out of her house except to go to work, court, and doctor appointments.
I'm filed a lawsuit in small claims court. The court is allowing me to sue her for $10,000
I'm going to buy an oak tree that is already 10 feet tall and have it planted and bill her.
Police said I could do that, if she doesn't pay, sue her in a separate case.
An Oak Tree For My Baby Bright Eyes
I grew this Oak Tree from an acorn that BBE used to play with.
I planted it in a pot on her Birthday, 20 April 2019
I transplanted it from the pot in to our garden today
14 June 2019
It will be in shock for around 2 weeks, then it will take off growing again.
This oak tree is the kind that has rainbow colours in the fall season
The leaves change colours every week starting with a bright orange, then bright Red
then purple, ending with the colour reddish-brown, then falling off.
Its acorns are larger than most acorns, with a bushy hood and is eatable.
on average this type Oak Tree lives 350 years it grows only 60 feet max
its root system doesn't spread out is goes deep mostly straight down from its trunk
So, it doesn't mess with sewage, water, and gas lines.
Its first five years it grows on average 4 feet per year.
Thereafter until it reaches 60 feet, it grows on average 6 inches per year.
In this picture its only 8.5 inches tall, it has 6 leaves with 2 more sprouting out the top.
4 Months
Hello,
Its been four months since My Baby Bright Eyes passed away, and its not getting any easier for me. I miss her so much. I think about her almost 24 hours a day and cry often because I miss her so much. I get angry at God for letting her die, he could have let he live.
Bright Eyes was my best friend, I loved her more than any person on earth.
She was a huge part of my life. When I was sad, hurt, not feeling well, sick depressed.
one look at her cute little face with her big beautiful bright green Eyes made me feel 100% better no matter what, and what made it even better, was when she would get on my lap and give me a hug and kiss.
This is not only hurting me, its also hurting Mokey really bad he cries for her at least two times every day, he looks around for her in all her hiding spots and places she liked to take her cat naps. then he will sit in the middle of the living room and cry out its so sad.
Then there is Puppy her Mum she isn't her self either she won't play she mopes around. she she too looks around for Bright Eyes and she cries every night for her really loud, if I'm sleeping it wakes me up it sounds like she is being hurt or killed its not a high pitch sound its a real deep pitch. I get up and give her hugs that makes her feel better.
Hugs have a lot of power to make anyone feel better.
I'm scared to take them to a vet after what the vet did to my Baby Bright Eyes.
but i took them to one today, I did check them out in every way possible.
The vet i took Bright Eyes to was referred to me by another vet who said they are very good.
but stupid me didn't check them out, i just took her there, by the other vets recommendation.
I did tell that vet what happened he cut off all contact to that vet and said he will go to court on our side. I said thanks but i don't think that is a good idea, plus it may harm your business, because you were associated with a vet that kills peoples pets/family
This new vet checked them out and said they are suffering with severe depression.
besides that they are healthy. Puppy is a little overweight, Mokey a little underweight.
He wants to put them on an antidepressant for 4 weeks. he said they do not have to stay on it like humans do. Antidepressants make cats forget why they are depressed. once they forget what made them depressed then they are no longer depressed and can stop the medication. I thought that was funny, what can't humans be the same way?
Its a very low dose, I checked out the medication. it only has one side effect it may make them sleepy. there hasn't been any reports of negative reactions to the medication, no pets have died while on the medication. the company who makes the medication has an A+ rating on all their medications no pets have ever died as a cause of their medication while taking their medications. So, I'm going to let them take it they start taking it in the Morning and take it every morning for 4 weeks then they see the vet, but he will come to our house and watch them for a while to see how they are doing in their home. if they are doing better then they will stop taking it, if not then they will take it for one more week. after that they have to stop because they may become addicted to it.
Then they will have to go to drug rehab lol
I know a few people who have had kitties die and they act like oh well my cat died so what.
That tells me they never loved their kitty.
I also knew a few people who's dog died they acted pretty much the same, except for one
he killed himself he couldn't handle the lost of his dog. thinking killing himself he would be with his dog again.
That's Totally Wrong. If you kill yourself, you go straight to Hell. There are no pets or animals in Hell, because pets, and animals can't sin. All pets and animals go to Heaven.
My Doctor put me on an antidepressant but I haven't taken it because of all the side effects
the number one side effect is the desire to commit suicide. number tow is sudden death those two alone made me say no freaking way an I taking this. the others are seizures dizziness, insomnia, explosive diarrhea, migraine headaches, heart palpitations. and its a class 1 addictive medication meaning its very addictive. I'm not taking it.
I don't think anyone would take it knowing about all the side effects?
I called my doctor telling him. he said i know but its a very good antidepressant don't worry about the side effects. I asked for a different medication. he said no its this or nothing its the best on the market, there is nothing better.
That's all for now
Its been four months since My Baby Bright Eyes passed away, and its not getting any easier for me. I miss her so much. I think about her almost 24 hours a day and cry often because I miss her so much. I get angry at God for letting her die, he could have let he live.
Bright Eyes was my best friend, I loved her more than any person on earth.
She was a huge part of my life. When I was sad, hurt, not feeling well, sick depressed.
one look at her cute little face with her big beautiful bright green Eyes made me feel 100% better no matter what, and what made it even better, was when she would get on my lap and give me a hug and kiss.
This is not only hurting me, its also hurting Mokey really bad he cries for her at least two times every day, he looks around for her in all her hiding spots and places she liked to take her cat naps. then he will sit in the middle of the living room and cry out its so sad.
Then there is Puppy her Mum she isn't her self either she won't play she mopes around. she she too looks around for Bright Eyes and she cries every night for her really loud, if I'm sleeping it wakes me up it sounds like she is being hurt or killed its not a high pitch sound its a real deep pitch. I get up and give her hugs that makes her feel better.
Hugs have a lot of power to make anyone feel better.
I'm scared to take them to a vet after what the vet did to my Baby Bright Eyes.
but i took them to one today, I did check them out in every way possible.
The vet i took Bright Eyes to was referred to me by another vet who said they are very good.
but stupid me didn't check them out, i just took her there, by the other vets recommendation.
I did tell that vet what happened he cut off all contact to that vet and said he will go to court on our side. I said thanks but i don't think that is a good idea, plus it may harm your business, because you were associated with a vet that kills peoples pets/family
This new vet checked them out and said they are suffering with severe depression.
besides that they are healthy. Puppy is a little overweight, Mokey a little underweight.
He wants to put them on an antidepressant for 4 weeks. he said they do not have to stay on it like humans do. Antidepressants make cats forget why they are depressed. once they forget what made them depressed then they are no longer depressed and can stop the medication. I thought that was funny, what can't humans be the same way?
Its a very low dose, I checked out the medication. it only has one side effect it may make them sleepy. there hasn't been any reports of negative reactions to the medication, no pets have died while on the medication. the company who makes the medication has an A+ rating on all their medications no pets have ever died as a cause of their medication while taking their medications. So, I'm going to let them take it they start taking it in the Morning and take it every morning for 4 weeks then they see the vet, but he will come to our house and watch them for a while to see how they are doing in their home. if they are doing better then they will stop taking it, if not then they will take it for one more week. after that they have to stop because they may become addicted to it.
Then they will have to go to drug rehab lol
I know a few people who have had kitties die and they act like oh well my cat died so what.
That tells me they never loved their kitty.
I also knew a few people who's dog died they acted pretty much the same, except for one
he killed himself he couldn't handle the lost of his dog. thinking killing himself he would be with his dog again.
That's Totally Wrong. If you kill yourself, you go straight to Hell. There are no pets or animals in Hell, because pets, and animals can't sin. All pets and animals go to Heaven.
My Doctor put me on an antidepressant but I haven't taken it because of all the side effects
the number one side effect is the desire to commit suicide. number tow is sudden death those two alone made me say no freaking way an I taking this. the others are seizures dizziness, insomnia, explosive diarrhea, migraine headaches, heart palpitations. and its a class 1 addictive medication meaning its very addictive. I'm not taking it.
I don't think anyone would take it knowing about all the side effects?
I called my doctor telling him. he said i know but its a very good antidepressant don't worry about the side effects. I asked for a different medication. he said no its this or nothing its the best on the market, there is nothing better.
That's all for now
My Baby Bright Eyes Grave Stone
Taken 12 February 2019
Taken 20 April 2019 BBE's Birthday
Taken 17 May 2019
Rest In Peace My Baby Bright Eyes
Rest In Peace My Baby Bright Eyes
April 20, 2010 - January 31, 2019
Bright Eyes Passed to the other side at 6:15 AM this Thursday morning 31st of January, 2019.
She started having serious issues around 2 AM earlier the same morning.
She was a very strong willed Kitty, she refused to give up.
She was the Best Kitty ever, she was truly My Best Friend, My Emotional Support Companion
She was always there for me, she knew when I was stressed out, sad, or sick.
when I was, she would do silly things to make me happy and feel better.
She would also give me this look like saying its ok, everything will be alright.
She truly loved me. not just because, I was her food source like most cats.
It was real 100% true love.
She showed me that every single day. She made me laugh every single day.
She was also the smartest kitty I have ever seen, I believe she was smarter than most humans, including myself.
As she was dying, I told her to let go. Go to God he will take good care of you in heaven, where you will never thrust, you will never be hungry, all your illnesses will be gone, you will never be sick again. you can run in outside in the grass and not get fleas or ticks.
Its sleepy time Baby Girl. I gave her a kiss and hug telling I Love You, When I die, we will be back together again, forever. I promise.
Then she let out a breath and never inhaled again.
This is the last picture of Bright Eyes alive.
It was taken at 12:07 PM Thursday, 31 January 2019
She usually slept with me every night, this is how she slept with me.
This is not a pose for the picture.
When it got real cold she would get under the covers with me right against my chest with her head under my chin, it was easy to give her a kiss. She also laid against my stomach.
I believe she laid against me to keep me warm. She was a very caring Kitty.
I Love You Forever My Baby Bright Eyes. We Will Be Together Again, I Promise.
PS: I said (I Love You Forever My Baby Bright Eyes. We Will Be Together Again, I Promise.)
a few times to Bright Eyes in her last few hours, and minutes of her life.
My wife seriously thought I was thinking about killing myself.
I said no way! If I were to do that I would never see My Baby Bright Eyes again.
She asked why is that?
I said: When you kill yourself you go straight to hell, NOT to heaven.
Suicide is one of those unforgivable sins.
God will NOT forgive anyone, for any reason who kills their self, or has someone kill them.
Example: Suicide by Cop, making a cop shoot you dead.
In God's eye its the same as if you killed yourself.
I want to go to Heaven to be with Jesus and My Baby Bright Eyes.
It also says in the bible, All animals go to Heaven when they die, because they can't sin
God didn't give them that choice, animals only have limited free will.
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